WHY CAN ANYTHING BE STRAIGHT FORWARD THESE DAYS

Ok so I wanted to text him today but I got side tracked and them by the time I knew it was already 11 o'clock ... I just think 11 o'clock is to late to text someone unless you are really good friend with them and you just don't care haha. Anyways yeah I guess it will just have to wait untell tomorrow!...........................................OK OK!!! so I have something on my mind should I even text him?! I mean he would ALWAYS text me before and I would NEVER text him and now it's like the tables have turned should I stop texting? Ok if he would have stop texting me when I would never text him I would be bummed cause I was interested still it's just I would never text and I have to think maybe he's being that way now and maybe I should still try BUT if he doesn't want me to text him and he thinks everytime I text him I'm annoying?!? oh man it's just so hard why oh why must boys be so difficult!!?? BUUUT on the other hand if he's not really interested that makes me EVEN MORE interested because I have to say I like a good chase don't ask me why I just do! Ok so I think I am going to text him tomorrow and try to remember before 11 o'clock hahaha ok there will be a update tomorrow on the situation let's hope it all goes well! WAIT one more thing ok so I have this job...well...kinda I don't really know he's got all my info and is getting me a employee number and everything buut the weird part is he has not call me for a day to start and it's been like 2 weeks already and I try calling but this girl never lets me through like I don't understand why she can't just let me talk to him!!! IDK!!! I will update on all that too tomorrow ok night y'all!!!

Life is grand isn't it!

MY DAY TODAY

Ok so today I think I was actually very productive so first I woke up at 1 LOL ok I know that sounds totally lazy buuuut I did go to sleep at 5 soo I have the rec amount of sleep ok so shut up LOL. Next I texted janel and then I drove over and we went for a long walk and talked next we went to her house aka brittany's house and jumped on the tramp then we ate then I left and came home and Jho came over and we went for a LONG walk and talked and walked my dog it was good then we went to wing night LOL yeah if I lose any calories I have to get them back lol it's not good to lose anything right hahaha. Then I came back home and played bass and learned a new song and now I'm going to just chill and play sims LOL yeah life is grand isn't it!!

WILL IT EVER GET ANY BETTER THEN TONIGHT?!

Had a amazing night with the girls @AINSLEYGERVACIO & @JHOOJHOOO hahahaha!!!
we stayed up till 4 in the morning and all we did was watch strangers,eat, and tweet
to each other for like 2 hours just saying stupid shit but hahaha and the best part we were laying right bedside each other on ainsley's bed LOL oh man it's the little things that you have to stop and ask yourself will it ever get any better then tonight!
LOVE YA GUYS!!!

WHEN WE SAY NOTHING AT ALL..... WE TEXT IT

kayllurhenry did nothing all day with the girls but still had a amazing night! perfect way to ring in a Wednesday lol
5 minutes ago via mobile web

AinsleyGervacio @kayllurhenry & @JhooJhooo Fuck you assholes! Drive safe and good night!
13 minutes ago via txt
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kayllurhenry @ainsleygervacio i think that smell has been following you your whole life lol
14 minutes ago via mobile web

JhooJhooo @AinsleyGervacio it was prob you!! =P it was a good night!!!
14 minutes ago via txt
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AinsleyGervacio Girls just left! Just walked into my room and it smells like ASS! Thanks guys...lol what a good night!
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JhooJhooo @AinsleyGervacio & @kayllurhenry yess "SPECIAL" is right!!! Goodnight
19 minutes ago via txt
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AinsleyGervacio @kayllurhenry & @JhooJhooo ok...it takes special people to be in the same room and tweet instead of talking
23 minutes ago via txt
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kayllurhenry to all you player haters If you dont like us tweeting this much suck it cause we dont care!!
24 minutes ago via mobile web

JhooJhooo @AinsleyGervacio I'm not mad :) I'm happy
24 minutes ago via txt
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JhooJhooo @kayllurhenry bitch you coming down with me!!!!
25 minutes ago via txt
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AinsleyGervacio @JhooJhooo you're just mad cause it's not your room! Gurl don't be hatin
26 minutes ago via txt
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kayllurhenry @jhoojhooo If THIS WAS SPARTA your as would be so down the hole right now!
26 minutes ago via mobile web

JhooJhooo @AinsleyGervacio I agree with you.. Lol We are just talkin smack now xD!!
26 minutes ago via txt
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JhooJhooo Hahahha @kayllurhenry SPARTA sounds better!!! Not "this is @AinsleyGervacio 's ROOM" not cool! XP
27 minutes ago via txt
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kayllurhenry @ainsleygervacio who the hell said we ever had it?
27 minutes ago via mobile web

AinsleyGervacio I don't even know what to say anymore...lol it's 4am and i'm sure we've lost our sanity
28 minutes ago via txt
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kayllurhenry @jhoojhooo my face has been calm all day!!
29 minutes ago via mobile web

JhooJhooo @kayllurhenry calm your face!!! iight.. You don't have to be so sensitive =P
30 minutes ago via txt
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kayllurhenry then THIS...IS...AINSLEY'S ROOM!!
30 minutes ago via mobile web

AinsleyGervacio @kayllurhenry no actually this is my room!
31 minutes ago via txt
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AinsleyGervacio @JhooJhooo spin my dice? Alright i'm game
32 minutes ago via txt
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kayllurhenry oh man we are all such asses right now! THIS IS SPARTA
33 minutes ago via mobile web

JhooJhooo @AinsleyGervacio S my D!!
33 minutes ago via txt
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AinsleyGervacio @JhooJhooo oh shut up you're wide awake now stupid lol
34 minutes ago via txt
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JhooJhooo @AinsleyGervacio & @kayllurhenry this wouldn't of happen if you just let me SLEEP!!!!
35 minutes ago via txt
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kayllurhenry @jhoojhooo and @ainsleygervacio i wonder If this will be as funny in the morning? hahaha
36 minutes ago via mobile web

AinsleyGervacio @kayllurhenry LOL Fuck you guys need to learn to spell check your shit
37 minutes ago via txt
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kayllurhenry @jhoojhooo ITS KINDS HARD WHEN YOU KEEP LEANING ON ME ALL I CAN TO IS PUSH YOUR LAZY ASS OFF!! HAHA
38 minutes ago via mobile web

AinsleyGervacio While @kayllurhenry & @JhooJhooo fight i get to chill on my side and listen to music
39 minutes ago via txt
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JhooJhooo It's like a fucking see saw okay @kayllurhenry.. Excuse me your the one swinging me around so you're annoying yourself!!
41 minutes ago via mobile web
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kayllurhenry dear @jhoojhooo your fucking annoying!stooop!
43 minutes ago via mobile web

AinsleyGervacio @kayllurhenry dude just kick her square in the taco!
43 minutes ago via txt
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AinsleyGervacio @JhooJhooo no...it's too late to apologize...lol
45 minutes ago via txt
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kayllurhenry @jhoojhooo BAHAHAHA I really have nothing to say to that cause it just keeps making me laugh when i read it LOL!
about 1 hour ago via mobile web

JhooJhooo @AinsleyGervacio eff!! That happened to me soooo many times today!!! Just let me have it DAMN IT!!!!
about 1 hour ago via txt
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AinsleyGervacio @JhooJhooo you're just mad cause your phone cock blocked you!
about 1 hour ago via txt
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JhooJhooo @AinsleyGervacio & @kayllurhenry Fuck you guys lol get off my dick!!!! it was my phones fault!!
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kayllurhenry @jhoojhooo are you to liget to quit bahaha wow lmao
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AinsleyGervacio @JhooJhooo ligit? Lol too funny my friend
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JhooJhooo LEGIT!!! I Loves sarcastic people!!
about 1 hour ago via txt
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AinsleyGervacio @kayllurhenry you betrayed me!
about 1 hour ago via txt
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kayllurhenry @jhoojhooo alright good point lets stop being wild animals and stop tweeting!
about 1 hour ago via mobile web

AinsleyGervacio @JhooJhooo no! There's no fun in that and go eat something your stomache needs to shut up!
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JhooJhooo I LOVE MY OVER SIZED SOCKS!!! FTW
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kayllurhenry agreed @ainsleygervacio! @jhoojhooo stop shopping at gap and shop at baby gap!
about 1 hour ago via mobile web

JhooJhooo @AinsleyGervacio & @kayllurhenry can we stop tweeting and just talk to eachother, cause we are all beside each other!! Let's be human!
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AinsleyGervacio @JhooJhooo you do need normal socks you little baby! Grownup socks don't fit you
about 1 hour ago via txt
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JhooJhooo @AinsleyGervacio yessir they can't!! @kayllurhenry yes and then make my hair into a wig and dye it blonde!! And leave my socks ALONE!
about 1 hour ago via mobile web
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kayllurhenry it
s funny cause we are not saying anything to each other but we have this little laugh to ourselves then send something else lol
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AinsleyGervacio @kayllurhenry you're a retard! But i'm tired so that makes sense lol
about 1 hour ago via txt
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kayllurhenry @ainsleygervacio yeah but then how would you know im lmao? yeah think about that
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AinsleyGervacio @JhooJhooo & @kayllurhenry do you realize we could just be talking to each other? We're laying on my bed...lol
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kayllurhenry @JhooJhooo yeah im totally kidding you can sleep cause i will still rip strands out and steal your floppy socks!
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AinsleyGervacio @JhooJhooo i know man! They just can't take their eyes off you!
about 1 hour ago via txt
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JhooJhooo @kayllurhenry :) that's what I thought.. Teheee
about 1 hour ago via txt
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JhooJhooo @AinsleyGervacio oh no you didn't!! Boys think it's sexy!!!!!!
about 1 hour ago via txt
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kayllurhenry @JhooJhooo oh my you are tired i mean you think i love you wow yeah ok go to sleep lol
about 1 hour ago via mobile web

AinsleyGervacio @JhooJhooo i don't like insecure fat girls! Haha :)
about 1 hour ago via txt
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JhooJhooo @AinsleyGervacio & @kayllurhenry OH SHUSH!!!!! You love me ;)
about 1 hour ago via txt
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AinsleyGervacio @JhooJhooo YOU'LL NEVER LIVE YOUR LIFE IF YOU'RE SLEEPING ALL THE TIME!
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kayllurhenry @JhooJhooo yeah stop i dont feel like pulling every hair out of your head! lol and stop trying to rest your legs on me lmao
about 1 hour ago via mobile web

JhooJhooo @AinsleyGervacio & @kayllurhenry LET ME BE!!!!!!!
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AinsleyGervacio @JhooJhooo stop sleeping!
about 1 hour ago via txt
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JhooJhooo 3am!! Soooo tired!
about 2 hours ago via mobile web
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kayllurhenry still with @AinsleyGervacio and @JhooJhooo and we are just laying here chilln! the simple things in life are the best! :D
about 2 hours ago via mobile web

Sometime the best thing is when you say nothing at all....TEXT IT!!

smile for me

I am in a good mood and I like it!

I JUST DON'T KNOW ANYMORE

so I'm in a really bad mood right now because I realized I should just stop trying cause it's never going to be what it used to be. This makes me sad :(

HIT THE DAMN SEND BUTTON

So I sit here with a text written and It says the simplest thing
and still I can't hit the send key....man just send it...no don't...ok
I'm going to....wait no what if he doesn't care....what if he thinks i'm crazy
or like stalker ish...no who thinks like that...ok nevermind ...clear

PERFECT TWO

So Jho showed me this song called perfect two and now I can't stop listening
to it. I think it's cause I really miss having someone to have those kind of feelings
for. You know when you get up early and your happy cause they pop in you head, you get dressed nice all the time just incase you see them that day, you hear a song on the radio and right away you think of them and start smiling, you replay cute things they have said or done in you head, you tell your friends all about them and just glow when your talking about them, when your out holding there hand it's like you could care less about anything else cause your so excited to be around them.
I wanna be a PERFECT TWO with someone :( lol

2 out of 20

MY PHONE IS BACK!!!Even that I have my phone back
I can't help but be kinda sad because I was kinda
hoping that I would get the messages that I missed
but yeah this time none of my messages sent so I'm kinda
bummed. I was kinda hoping to see one from you...guess
I'll never know. I really don't know why I care so much
I must of been that thing.... I just don't know why with you!!
ugh.

Something good has to come from this... right?

Ok so I have something that Is bothering me. So there this guy and it's not like
we were really anything or anything it's just that I'm so confused cause when you just stop talking to someone you start to thinking crazy and when i'm alone and
have time to think my brain goes seriously MAD like it just thinks the worst you start over analyzing shit you think of the last time you hung out and what you did, did you say something wrong?, did you smell werid?, did you laugh to hard at something he clearly didn't think was funny, did you miss clues that he's not into you?, did he see that zit on your face?, did your breathe stink?, did you kiss weird?, OR did he just come to the brutal truth that your not pretty enough? I don't know I'm just saying like why does this always happen I mean there has to be something wrong with ME right?!?! it just sucks I guess that's all If this keeps happening I don't know if I can take it I mean rejection is NOT something i'm good at
handleing it's just like you really start looking at yourself as not good enough for anyone it's so werid cause I could care less about what girls have to say about me they can call me fat ugly dumb whatever I DON'T CARE but when it comes to this kinda stuff it's just like a slap in the face AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'm so confused.

1 button pushed!

OK sooo I think i'm just going to do little rants on here from time to time and here is one. so on twitter....wait am I allowed to say twitter I mean aren't BS and TWITTER kinda enemys??? ok well anyways on twitter you can't write everything that you wanna write and if you do write what you wanna write then it's like you change your "you" to a "U" and you kinda talk a bit G LOL.

so that's just something that pushes my buttons! lol

My shows!!

Why is it that I become so happy from tv shows like GLEE and mtv live and the after show??? Ok I know I'm a loser buuuut I don't care what you player haters say they make me laugh OK!! lol

also next,disaster date,freah meat,ELLEN,wizards, ok there are lots of shows that make me happy!! you can't judge haha jk you totally can

Remember to shine when the suns not

I have come to realize that I really don't care
what anyone thinks of me. People will always talk and
there is no way that everyone will like you. Sooooo
you should just live it up with the ones you love,
blow a kiss to the ones you hate, smile at all the little things
cause at the end of the day those will be the things that sticked in that
thick skull of yours!