Thursday, December 10, 2009

I'm gonne party till the police shut us down.















I'm talking pedicure on our toes, toes
trying on all our clothes, clothes
Boys blowing up our phone,phone
Drop-top, Playing our favorite cds
Pull up to the parties
trying to get a little bit tipsy.
Don't stop make it pop
DJ blow my speakers up
tonight imma fight
till we see the sunlight.

Every time i'm doing home work i wanna sleep

I don't want to do anymore ENGLISH! it just makes me really tired!!
=(

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Your beautiful the way you are!

The mirror eats her mind, and so the acid eats her throat.
How much time does she have left? when will this perfunctory gag become the final choke?and who will hear?Rushing water muffles her cries, leaving her with a sense of desolation deep inside the funhouse she calls home.Everytime she opens her mouth, the dark entity of self-loathing swallows her screams,preventing them from being delivered to the one person who could fix everything..... herself

Your reflection = My imperfections

You lie to me.You never call.I'm always the last to know.It's them and me standing outside looking in.It's there insiders.It's me with nothing.This think attached to me and unable to let go.You laughing.Me crying.You happy.Me never been more depressed.You on your way.Me running in the same spot.You jumping.Me planted wanting to leave.Your reflection.My imperfections.Your heart beating fair.My heart barely there.You voice.My screams.Your wishes.My dreams.Your life.My death.

Just for the holidays?!

Just for the holidays I would like a boyfriend lol ok i know that sounds bad alright i will explain myself! ok so you know that reach for the stars, over the fence, world series kinda feeling yeah i'm not looking for that AT ALL!!! ok i just want someone to keep me warm when walking from one location to the next lol and hold my hand and kiss me when walking under the mistletoe.I MEAN IS THAT SO WRONG??....... i think not! However after the holidays are over I desposit of him like one of those one week use cameras lmao just kidding... but... seriously. anyways you can love the idea or hate the idea either way i don't care i'm just telling you what i want.

well happy holidays bitches!lol

mean + fake = me or so i'm told

Oh you make me laugh you call me mean and fake but you only call me mean because I am not really that nice to you and i'll tell you why it's because you have to be the most annoying girl i have ever met so i'm not fake at all i will admit i am mean sometimes but it's only because i don't like you so deal with it and see you know i don't like you so i am doing my job well i guess.AND you call me fake look who can't even say this to my face not only can you not say this to my face you can't even put your name on it!

I look so good without you.

Got me a new hairdo looking fresh and brand new since you said were through. Done with your lies, baby now my tears dry you can see my brown eye ever since you said goodbye.

let's fall in love.

let's pretend baby that you've just met me and i've never seen you before.
I'll tell all my friends that i think your starin and you'll say the same to yours.
i'll call you in three days not to soon not to later.
and you'll call me on thursday and we'll hangout all day and fall asleep on the phone
and i'll hold your hand when we drive.
well fall disgustingly fast and well stop hanging out with friend and they'll be so offended.